In the early years with MJ, I was not only afraid, but I was not sure who to call on at times. I will say that nowadays, with the prevalence of Autism, there are more people that you can call on for help. When you feel you are approaching your breaking point, be sure to talk to the people you know and trust for help. Your child’s school may also be a valuable resource for you and can put you in contact with agencies that may fulfill a need. At one time I almost reached my breaking point. I had to literally stop, take deep breaths, sit down, pray, then finally make those needed phone calls asking for help.